| feeling highly unmotivated about certain classes in school. i`ve been putting all of my efforts into a single class. everyone sucks this term, and the dept chair is not happy with us at all. midterms have been rough, to say the least. truly truly draining...
got the guy ;]. now i just need to get the grades.
J0Y.
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| i find my mind wandering and lingering on those moments in my day. and i have to wonder.. am i losing control?
J0Y.
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| when it rains, it pours.
life is full of droughts when nothing interesting happens and floods when everything-- absolutely everything-- happens at once. right now, i`m having a flood of good fortune. classes are exciting, projects are going smoothly, and i had the best mini-vacation of my life in france.
life is grand, but there are many decisions to be made...
so what will it be? do i choose what i want or what i need?
J0Y.
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| feeling so burnt out...
and of course i picked the wrong time-- it`s week 11 already and i am screweeed. shitload of to-dos.
<3 J0Y.
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| i hate that this is my 3rd recent post about death...
R.I.P. jeriel huang
this one hit closer to home. i`ve gone to church with jeriel for the past what, 7 years? he was always a good guy... maybe a little rowdy sometimes, but so full of energy and always with a smile on his face. even throughout his fight against cancer, he kept a positive attitude, and i greatly admire him for that. it seems to me that it`s always the good people who leave us... and recently, what i find especially unfair-- a trend of young people dying before their times should come. but really, who are we to say when it is or isn`t time for someone to leave for the Kingdom? i`m just glad he is in God`s hands now, where he can find happiness and rest. we miss you jeriel!
<3 J0Y.
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